Money

So i basically had no money. Only a debit card which counts but not really. One of things i hate about this world is that it’s all about money and how much you have. Humans persue a carerr that will make them good money so they can provide for themselves and others. You can’t really become what you want to be unless what you want to be is in the “Make Big Money” category. Take me for instance, I love drawing, writing, photography, and playing piano. But i can’t really go into the artist profession since you have to be like a piccaso to sell your drawings and make money. I can’ really become a author because you have to write a good enough book that will sell. I can’t really become a piantist since i’d have to make it my life and be a genius at it. I can’t really become a photographer since my pictures would have to be amazing and so would my camera. So in reality i could become all those things if it was my passion and i could care less if i had little money and was living in a crammed apartment. But i actually care about those things. I want to be able to not worry about my bills or if i wanted to buy something for myself i wouldnt have to worry if i had enough money. So im still not completely sure on what i want to become when i grow up but i hope i can find something that will give me enough money to live comfortably and have like a side job of drawing or photography.

Gauges

I personally have 2g in my 1st hole and 14g in my second hole. You could say that they are addicting, that what i say. Either way my parentals don’t like them much. I seriously don’t understand the big deal. They’re just holes in my ear that are basically covered by my hair. Also I’d probably loose interest in them when i get older. Oh yeah and they close up depending on what size you’re at. I love gauges they’re unusual and unique. i hope i can go bigger in the near future. For now I’m happy with what i have and i will just envy those who have bigger ones from afar.

Amanda Bryan

So Amanda i already told you all the things that make my heart spin when i think of you.(: You’re my world and i can’t live without you

Kid Cudi

One of the only artists i really listen to now. I basically love all his songs. His lyrics are amazing and they make me want to listen to them over and over again. Yeah he might be talking about drugs most of the time, but i could really care less. I blasted his music the whole day today when i was driving. His music makes my heart spin and most importantly it makes me happy.

Shirtless Guys

Yeah they’re hot when their body is aswell. But it’s so unfair that they get to walk around with their hot body and not get stopped by the police or looked at in awe from other people. Oh no but if a girl walks around shirtless or even in her bra things are totally different. You’d probably get stopped by a cop if they saw you or people’s eyes would be glued to your chest as you walked around. I don’t want to blame that whole Adam and Eve thing but i could. There would be no shame in nudity if that never happened.

So i decided to make this other blog. Only beacause of two reasons. #1 I have nothing better to do. #2 I have so many things going on in my head that i dont even know how to let them out. So everyday I will be letting out something so therefore my head will be a little less crowded.

You

Okay yes I love you. There’s no doubt that i do. The only thing is that im the one standing in the background. You know what? I really fucking hate when i have things that bother me and when i let them out they sound so rediculously selfish. I don’t want to sound that way. You’re not mine and i get it. I just have to grow the fuck up and stop thinking about it. Even though i know both of those things are impossible for me…